9/19/08

We Made It Pi remix

"We Made It"
(Pi remix)
Together we made it
We made it even though we had our backs
Up against the wall
See a sister survived the worst
But my life is glorious (uh!)
But I know that we leaped every hurdle
And we so victorious (uh!)
Take a look we are symbols of greatness
Now call a sister Hypnotic (yeah)
As force securin' the win, causeWe believe Trinitorious (yeah)
You know that we been 'bout our letters
Even though we rockin em' now (yes)
Together we made it (you see we did it sisters)
We made it even though we had our backs
Up against the wall (come on)
Forever we waited (ah hah)
And they told us we were never gonna
Get it But we took it on the line
(To the island)
on the line
(To the campus)
on the line
(In the station, to this bangin' instrumental)
on the line
(Rise with me)
on the line
(Come and get it)
on the line
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yo
When it all got started we were steadily
Just getting rejected
And it seemed like nothin' we could do
would ever get us respected
At best we were stressed at the worst
They probably said we're pathetic
Had all the pieces to that puzzle
Just the way to connect it
we was fighting through every fact
Tightening up every line
Never restin' the question if IWas out of my mind
It finally came time to do it and let it die
So we put the chips on the table and
Told them to let it ride, sing it (yeah)
Together we made it (you see we did it sisters)
We made it even though we had our backs
Up against the wall (come on)
Forever we waited (ah hah)
And they told us we were never gonna
Get it But we took it on the line(To the island)
on the line
(To the campus)
on the line
(In the station, to this bangin' instrumental)
on the line
(Rise with me)
on the line
(Come and get it)
on the line
Together we made it (you see we did it sisters)
We made it even though we had our backs
Up against the wall (come on)
Forever we waited (ah hah)
And they told us we were never gonna
Get it But we took it on the line
(To the island)
on the line
(To the campus)
on the line
(In the station, to this bangin' instrumental)
on the line
(Rise with me)
on the line
(Come and get it)
on the line

Poem of Pi=3.14

The mystery of 3.14 is definitive of me just like the mystery of me is divinity you will see.
The surface which shows an unknown straight forward purpose, however is you reverse this 314 to 413 it is clear to see the one less than four is three

Pi is never ending in its ascending to greatness just like my sisters an me, not to say my will to succeed is never bending but it will never be descending

When you look at me just like pi there is more than meets the eye, it is not from my roots that I derive but it is my driving pride installed in me to be all that I can be the mysterious me which is fill with divinity. The mrystery of pi's never ending stride is answered in me as well as the mystery of what keeps me going continuously...it is the will to succeed

Voices

everyone has there dark days when they just hate the world, an this some expresses mine, besides its better to write and release
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I hear voices in my head
they council me
they understand
they tell me things that I will do
they show me things ill do to you
they talk to me, they talk to me

you got your rules and your religion
all designed to keep you safe
but when rules start getting broken
you start questioning your faith
I have a voice that is my savior
hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
and the power to rule your fate I

hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that’s drying
I feel the tension rising

Our Deepest Fear

this is not something that i wrote an im not claiming that, i am posting this because it is something that i think all women should know, especially us Pi Women and Psi Men

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others

poem

Poetry in motion flows like wind over the ocean
When I'm poisend its my potion
How gratifying it is to have that notion

Poetry is grace
Feelings are centered in its base
Its understanding is something that we chase
When mastered it exceeds time an space

Poetry is demention
In time it continues its accention
We have no choice but to continue retention

Poetry is motion I
t is the flow of the ocean
It is grace in any space
It is demention in its accention

Hate No More

Hate No More

Its an emotion
Its love
Its pain
Its suffering
It is the essences of all things negative
An most of all its power
It is hate The words

"I hate" will never be said from again in a serious fashion. I will no longer give to her or anyone else for that matter power over me.

I am who I am because of this. This is what makes me. Its what drives me. I will never be like her nor shall I ever respect her.

She disgusts me
I can't stand her
She will always what she is
There is nothing that can be done to change her an I swear now that I will never try again.

So now I disgust her.
I will always.
There are no more good times.
Only fake laughter to try an peacefully pass the time that must be spent around her.

I am disgusts by her
She is dead to me now

I Hate Her

I HATE HER

I hate her more than one can imagine
My hate for her is so strong it burns with a passion

I am kind, I am gentle, I am giving an I am caring
So you ask what is so daring to invoke the hate that I am bearing?

In my life my mother is my source
She gave birth to me an let me run my course
She groomed me to be wise an strong I
ndependence an respect are one of the many thing she was to teach me among standing tall.

She is strong and she is the one who said "give what you intend to get an never let one of your regrets be due to a lack of respect"
My mother so beautiful so kind so tolerant
She installed in me that same tolerance
She showed me that forgiveness is a part of life

My grandmother so evil, mean, an unrelenting
She does what she wants when she wants an how she wants
Shoot first a ask questions later is her mato
Her kindness, calmness, old timing wisdom are all a part of her false bravado

As a child me tears came from my fears which would manifest in nightmares
Every night never a peaceful one
As weeks passed the same fearful cycle had begun
Counseling was the apparent solution
The goal was to find out what was wrong with me but this yielded no conclusion
One day they just stopped an slowly the thoughts of them I forgot

One night however years later they returned
These haunting images they burn in my soul
But why? I know now why, my grandmother is wear the answer resides

She caused my pain, my suffering, my hurt, my fears
He intentional berating, disrespect an same old cocky threats were the source of my tears

My mother told me to forgive her
My mother told me to love her
My mother told me to except her
My mother stood up for her

An what did she do?
She disrespected my mother
She berated her
She embarrassed my mother
Hell she acted like she hated her

My mother was the only thing keeping me connected my grandmother......
My grandmother brought my mother to tears because she berated her, after all the times my mother stood up for her an tried to stop me from saying it to her

But the truth is something that I will one day soon say to her
After all these years I will say to my grandmother how I truly feel
Because the truth is .....
I hate her